ever known a person...

you thought after all those years of going to movies and hanging out and being stupid with....
you started to like?
I'm still there.
again.
this is NOT good.

things fade.
I hope, for my sake, this is one of them.
I never had, I don't have, and never will have.... a chance.
:/





"Now when i caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something that
I should have never thought

Of you, of you
You're pushing and pulling me
Down to you
But i don't know what i want
No, i don't know what i want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, i hate this
You're not the one i believe in
With god is my witness"
-perfect song lyrics for this moment