2 seconds later

It hurts.
so much.
I can't describe it.

Something's been ripped from me.
Leaving me helpless and vulnerable to the weaknesses that play within my heart.
I'm so gullible.
I love to love.
I want to love.

I need someone to love.
and to love me back.

It literally chokes me to hear the things people think when it comes to love and if it exists.
It does.

and I wish, oh I wish, it would come back to me.
I can't be with whom I currently want.
too many complications.
too much distance.
not enough time or knowledge.
it's saddening.

I'm sick of being left heart-broken.
:'(