Phew

Told someone how I feel...
let's see where this goes.
Could be good, could be bad. iunno.
good luck to me!

Leap

With a great leap comes 2 possible outcomes.

1. Success
2. Falling flat on your ass.....

my ass hurts. can someone catch me this time? please?

sigh..

It's so funny

How feeble this heart of mine is.
I wish, just once, I could attract the attention of your lusting heart.

just once.

:/

Flexibility Vs. Expandibility: Which would you rather have?

It took me a little while to come up with an accurate answer to this.

Flexibility allows you to mold yourself with previously set events and experiences.
I'd rather use expandability so that I could mold myself with everything, not just a few things.
(if that makes sense whatsoever)

I guess the idea of what I wanted to say sounded better than my words. hopefully you're smart enough to get that.



Today, I was in painting class, and nothing out of the ordinary happened. We showed off our master studies, everyone told me they loved mine. I loved everyone else's. But that's not the point of this story. We were all in the hallway, listening to critiques and answering questions, and about 95% of the time, I was in another world... only for one reason.

A friend's arm was resting on mine.........
I don't think I've been so live-wired. I hated standing there awkwardly in everyone's way, but I loved that feeling creeping in my stomach.
That's all it takes.... a touch.
I wish I had the guts to tell him that I have a thing for him.... but idk if that will ever happen.

I fear rejection......
but I fear never knowing either.
I have a decision to make...
perhaps, just maybe... someone is looking at me and sees more than a friend.

Reasons To Cherish

I have the most amazing best friends in the world.
Where would I be without these kids?
I love them so much :)

The Island of Capri

The Island of Capri... How I regret not taking the pictures I should have. A prime reason why I have to go back to Italy.
This is one of the most beautiful places on Earth.