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One day, all those who've put my family through hell will pay.
and it will be in Hell that they pay it.
because those bastards are assholes.
forreal.
I wish I could do something.
I wish I could do a lot.
But I'm only human.
and liable for my actions hahahaha



"I love you so much, it's retarded"

sadness

::Update::
Kathleen hurt her back and can't really move without pain, so she's in bed.
for a few days.
at least until friday the 23rd.


News flash:
i think some of my so-called friends are not friends..... not the people I hang out with now....
people I've met...
I try talking to them and just try showing support or whatever I can, and I don't get a hello back, a hey how's it goin'... nothing.
it makes me feel sad.
and in case you don't know who you are, let me clear it up for you.
you all live in NJ and I try and try to shower you with support and care.... and it's geniune, and i know we all have lives..... but would it hurt to say hello once in a while?
and it's not just one group of people..... there's a few.


why do all the theives and cheats and liars get away with things, and the good, honest people get screwed?
someone find that answer and get back to me.

I'm not sure what's going to happen

But I certainly hope I live through this.
there's not much more the three of us can take.

It's okay...

to be afraid.
I'm afraid, too.

I just have to remind myself that everything will be okay. Somehow.

New Years Resolutions?

sure, why not.

I have 3

1. Get a better paying job to help my parents with bills.
2. Find a great guy to love.
3. Finish at least one of my novels, making sure it is at least 200 pages long, on my Word, making it about 400 pages.

:)