Satellite Heart

I've always loved that song since the moment I heard it.
of course, there are lines that pretty much sum up my current state of mind:


"Don't you think it's wrong, can't you get it right?
out of mind and out of sight...
you know i haven't slept in weeks, you're the only thing I see...
I'm a satellite heart, lost in the dark.
I'm spun out so far, you stop, I start..
but I'll be true to you."

Sigh.
'tis but a dream in which I decide to tred.
and all the while, tis only in my bed
that I do walk the paths of dreams
or nightmares are sometimes what it seems.