I suck at this now...

I'm rarely on here. Ever.
But it's not because I hate this.
It's because I'm always busy.

I hate change.

I never once denied my attraction to anyone I liked.
I never once let it grow.
But today, my heart is different, torn, sewn, and grown in so many different ways.
I want things to work between me and him, but first, I have to find out what's on his mind.
I have to know that I have a shot.
I have to believe, wish, hope, want a shot.
I have, I do, and will.

I want you to grow feelings for me.
I want a chance to be with you.

You are precious to me.
Your every move is an oscar nominee.
Your every word is a song I've heard a thousand times.
I want you to want me.

It's been 4 years since I've had any luck.
Can you find it in your heart to change it?